7th day of CNY

大年初7

Today I went to YukChoy to play basketball wif Yow,
Chunz & a fren of them in the morning . . . v played until 11 sumthing then
v went to a shop near Billion n have our meal there . . . after the meal Yow n
his fren were goin home while I called Chunz to fetch mi to 1^st garden
. . . I was goin to William’s house wif yiWei tat day . . .

Chunz then took to Taman Mas . . . went into a road
. . . a road full wif broken glasses n stuffs ppl threw out . . . when he bring
mi out to the main road onli I knew he went to Falim there . . . Chunz went in
to register for the course for learning how to drive . . . then onli he bring
mi to find William house . . .

William’s house is very deep . . . I went there once
but he took a long way to go in . . . Chunz & I can find his house so v
called him & rupa-rupanya jz nearby . . . v went in & yiWei came not
long after v reach . . . v onli watched tv n hv sum drinks . . . Chunz then
said he wanted to go home . . . not long after dat William’s mom & his 2
little bro were goin out too  [  William’s bro were jz like him when he was
younger . . . fat fat de . . . then the youget one wasn’t fat but hes really
active & so cute . . . I saw him running everywhere to take things but the kid wasn’t
annoying . . .  ]

V then listened to music & chatted till bout 5 .
. . AhMeng ( yiWei’s dad ) then came to fetch us home . . . Gugu was goin to my
house dat nite but my mom told mi v had to go out wif relatives so I canceled
it . . . at nite I went out wif my granparents and my uncle’s family . . . v
went to  炭世界 to steamboat . . . dat nite I
wasn’t feeling too gud coz things happened . . . I cant say wad happened but
itz jz sumthing bout my 11^th uncle . . . itz the same thing happened
be4 . . . & suddenly the feeling of ‘family’ disappear again . . .

Dat nite I felt bad . . . and wanted to be alone . .
. but instead I went out wif my uncle and granparents . . . the kids of my
uncle were so annoying tat sumtime I really wanna hit them . . . one of them is
onli like 6 while the other one is 4 . . . but they were spoilt by my uncle
& his wife . . . now hitting them wif cane too won’t scare them . . . man .
. . another bunch of annoying kids

I didn’t talk much & I didn’t eat much dat nite
. . . and they keep on asking mi wadz wrong . . . actually there’s sumthing
between mi n them . . . itz nothing much jz mayb our family background and how
v were raised is different . . . I dun really like to be wif them . . . mayb “dun
really like’ is too heavy . . . jz not in the mood to be wif them . . .

After dat I went home n surprisingly . . . I slept
really early . . . I didn’t even watch any programs or football matches dat
nite . . . but the tv was still on . . . I cried dat nite . . . jz be4 I slept
. . .thinking how relatives can be . . . thinking bout relying on sum1 dat u
cant really rely on . . . but v had no choice but to do so . . . then tot of
the sum other problems . . . which im not facing . . . YET . . . but soon . . .
itz not problems dat normal teenagers face . . . jz sumthing bout the family of
mine . . .  “im jz a sixteen year old boy
. . . mayb itz jz too much for mi” . . . datz wad I tot dat nite . . .

I did woke up a few times dat nite . . . but I dig
in coz I dun wanna stay up to think bout the stuffs again . . .

5th and 6th day of CNY

大年初五

Today I woke up in yiWei’s house . . . AU was goin back to
the National Service camp . . . all of them were leaving except mi . . . coz my
house is near & I dun think there’s anyone in my house . . . so I decided
to slp a while longer in yiWei’s house . . . when I gt up I chatted wif yiWei
for quite a while and finally went out . . . but his mom called mi n gave a Tupperware
full of sandwiches . . . then she gave mi a plate of sandwiched and wanted mi
to eat them b4 leaving . . . then I sat down n chatted wif yiWei again . . .
finally I really went home . . . but I left the blanket in yiWei’s house coz I
cant take it all at the same time . . .

When I reached home I wanna take a nap . . . or rather I wanna
sleep . . . itz been 4 days of visiting, playing, sleeping very late . . . im
tired . . .in the evening yiWei called
mi n told mi to go his house to have dinner at 7 . . . so my mom went to my
granma’s house while I went to yiWei’s for our dinner . . . yiWei’s mom cooked 猪脚 [ yiWei’s mom is a great cook . . . she took many prizes in cooking
competition in the country ; so of course im glad to have a dinner over there ^.^
] After hving dinner then I stayed there untill bout 9 and I went home . . .

大年初六

Today my mom started working & I spend the day jz as
usual . . .

4th day of CNY

大年初四

After wasting a nite . . . v woke up 9 in the morning . .
.as v woke up . . . v started to discuz about the steamboat thingy . . . yiWei,
Kwai & Rong say it will b too much for them after spending at Y2K and then
in MP steamboat 2 days in-a-row . . . so v called Rachel & Fi to told them
about the plan of changing place . . . they doesn’t seem to be reacting too
much ( mayb they were still sleepy ). . . so v jz said v wanna change the venue
but we dunno where v will b goin . . . they doesn’t talk much so v hung up

Not long after dat . . . they called back again &
reacted to the problem . . . after discussing through the phone . . . v decided
to change the venue & think of a new one ASAP and tell everyone else . . .
then v tot py was goin to gather wif her frenz dat nite too . . . so v decided
to gather at greentown and think of the place v will b having dinner when we r
there ( then after dinner can bring William to find py . . . be4 she heads to
NewZealand ) . . . the gals agreed & the problem were solved . . .

I went back to my home to take a shower and changed my
cloths . . . after doin dat I reshed back to yiWei house & got onto
mKeong’s car . . . we were goin to visit our frenz house . . . and try to get
sum extra pocket money * angpao * . . . there were onli mi, yiWei, mKeong,
& Rong . . . v went to 1^st garden to hv our breakfast . . . v
were thinking to visit Fi, XseSien, KahHou, or sum1 else living there . . .
then v will b goin to Meru . . . after sms wif Fi she say her parents were not
at home . . . then yiWei say no angpao to take then dun go lo . . . v went to
XseSien house and hes not at home . . . then CFoo sms mKeong asking where v
were n he wanted to join us . . . so v headed back to another direction . . .

While goin to fetch CFoo . . . v passby the place I grown up
. . . I dunno wad itz call . . .but it is a 15 storey high flat . . . I wanna
go there to visit my “godmom” and the whole family . . .  I lived there since I was a baby . . . my
parents didn’t had time to take care mi 24hrs a day . . . so they brought mi to
that place . . . my “goddad” used to be a taxi driver and now hes a 市议员 ( they say I were
their family’s gudluck charm ^.^ ) . . . I haven’t see my “godbro” n 2
“godsis” for a long time . . . when v reached there my “godmom” didn’t
recognize mi . . . she ask mi who am I finding . . . =_= . . . when I told her
who am I she was shocked . . .OMG I cant even recognize u . . . dat was wad she
said . . .

She told mi I was too late . . . my “goddad” isn’t at home,
my “godbro” went back to KL and my “godsis” jz went out to Jusco wif her frenz
. . . jz a few minutes be4 I arrived . . . * bumper * . . . v sat down and I
chatted wif my “godmom” . . . she told mi dat my “godbro” shad been working in
KL while my “godsis” had been teachin in KL as well . . . [ wow now everyone
were turning into adults . . . the sis I played be4 were teaching kids in skul
. . . in my memory she was jz a teenage gal doin girly stuffs . . . I wonder
how she deals wif the students . . . -_- ]

V then went off to fetch CFoo . . . he was wondering y v
were so late . . . v sat down a while and went off to SengGor’s place ( CFoo’s
mom tot I was SengGor . . . HUH ??? itz so different between mi & SengGor .
. . y in the world will she tot im him . . . ?? funny ) v reached SengGor’s
place and spend sum time there . . . CFoo took along a dek of cards and v
played 21 in SengGor’s room . . . CFoo were in great luck . . . I stopped as I
were losing so do Rong . . . but mKeong & yiWei keeps on playing . . . mKeong
were winning as well but yiWei were hving tough luck . . . he lost 20 bucks jz
at dat time . . .

After dat v went off to find HoeGor . . . when v reached
there his family said he went out so v went to find Cloud Yow ( he alwaz say
hes Clod Strive   WTF ) . . . when v
reached his house v saw a lot of cars n ppl . . . Yow came out n say hes goin
out to his granma house . . . oo too late for a lot of angpaos . . .  HoeGor then phoned us n say hes back so we
went to his house again . . . v sat for a while and went off . . . yiWei &
Rong were goin back to their house while the others wanted to go to parade for
a movie . . . I were stuck in the middle . . . at last I decided to go wif them
to parade as Nicholas and Fi all them were goin to watch movie in Parade as
well . . .

When v reach the cinema there were a lot of ppl . . .then
Lai called mi n say no tickets if no booking . . . they booked yesterday so
they got to watch . . .but us guys dun have . . . I was tired coz didn’t have
much sleep this few days ( especially yesterday . . . jz a few hours . . . datz
y yiWei & Rong went back ) . . . I was thinking to go back by bus but
SengGor said itz a waste of time as v will be hving dinner later . . . V teman
CFoo to buy a ring & a watch for his gf . . . then onli CFoo say he wated
to go home . . . his bro were goin to fetch him so he fetch mi along . . .

After hving a bath I went to yiWei’s house n went to
Greentown to meet the others . . . v then decided to have dinner at MP ( not
the steamboat de . . . the restaurant ) . . . after ordering the food I went
off wif William to find the place py said she’ll be gathering wif her frenz . .
. but the shop were closed . . . so we jz wander around Greentown . . . jz
walking all over the place . . . v then went back for dinner and SengGor said
it was too early so we went to OldTownKopitiam . . . the place was full so we
were on the waiting list . . . the gals decided to call their parents to fetch
us so onli guys went in . . . when v went upstairs I saw a bunch of gals . . . then I saw
sum1 I noe . . . py . . . I told the other guys n we all looked at William . .
. but he were not goin to do anything . . . not even saying HI . . . there
wasn’t much happened and py n her fren left & v left too not long after dat
. . .

V went back to my place to take blankets as it was cold at
yiWei’s place . . . when I reach my house I saw a car . . . when I went in it
was my cousin and his family . . . they were staying at my place . . . so I
cant take too much blanket . . . and not the PS2 which I were wanting to play coz
my little cousin were playin wif my bigger cousin’s son . . . v then went to
yiWei’s house wif blankets and drinks . . . there were mi, yiWei, William,
Rong, mKeong, Kwai, AU, & Lam . . . v watch sum tv program which yiWei
downloaded and it was really funny . . . about 1 in the morning Kwai drove mi
home wif William to take the PS2 and then went back to yiWei’s house while Kwai
went back to his house . . . v then played and slept . . . not much happened .
. .

3rd day of CNY

大年初三

After two days of visiting . . . the third day morning was usual . . . i got up quite late . . . after wake up i let my cousin play the PS2 - he likes to play it . . . but really not good at it . . . but kids . . . they will b hapi as long as they gt wad they want . . .

At evening yiWei came by to chat for a while . . . he said all his family members went out to find their frenz . . . except him & his sister . . . so he came to my house ( but for wad purpose . . . ? It same like his house . . . sienz . . . . )

At nite . . . things r getting started . . . my frenz told mi they will cum on 8pm . . . but there were onloi one fren who came on time - AU . . . he came on 7 sumthing . . . while others . . . about 9 sumthing AU, yiWei, Rock, Rong, CFoo, SengGor & HoeGor were in my house . . . V decided to go out to Jusco when about 10pm . . . v wanted to watch a movie . . .

When v reached there there were a lot of cars . . . all were heading the opposite direction of us . . . ppl were leaving Jusco . . . when we reach the cinema . . . the staff says " apa pun habis . . . " . . . all the tickets were sold out . . . so v went up to wait Kwai & mKeong at the rooftop to discuz where to go after that . . .They were saying to go to TimeZone . . . when v reached
there they say there were too many ppl so v went to another place . . . CFoo’s
gf were there wif us too . . . V then went to Y2K . . . then onli v found out
dat drinking over there were far much expensive then v tot . . . after hearing
the price I wanted to leave . . . but I saw SengGor paid the staff over there .
. . so . . . we went in together . . .

Downstairs were ppl all over the place . . . the lights were
making mi dizzy . . . ppl were dancing (datz wad I think they were doin . . .
but it really didn’t look like they noe how to dance. . . ) v went upstairs n there
were couch . . . the environment were far much better than downstairs . . .

There weren’t much v can do actually . . . playing cards,
drinking Heineken, & chatting onli . . . SengGor were so ‘high’ . . . he
seems to enjoy it . . . so do CFoo & his gf . . . v then went down to check
out the ‘situation’ downstairs . . . SengGor wanted to dance but v don’t =.=” .
. . so he didn’t dance at the end . . . but I can c he really enjoy as he was
jumping . . . or rather hopping . . . ?

When I went upstairs again I saw AU laying down . . . they
then tell mi he was drunk . . . but he didn’t drank much . . . mayb he didn’t
had dinner . . . or he cant stand the alcohol . . . Afterwards Rock were
starting to talk nonsense and he told us he wanna go home coz his mom will be
awake a few hours later . . . SengGor said it was too early to go back . . . it
was like 2 sumthing in the morning . . . when Rock talked more & more v think
he was drunk . . . but he denied . . . but he drank jz 3-4 glass . . . so I duno
whether he is drunk . . . not long later v finally decided to leave Y2K n gt sumthing
to eat as v were getting hungry . . .

V walked back to our cars . . . Kwai’s car were further so
Rock drove us to Kwai’s car . . . I had been on Rock’s van be4 . . . & he
isn’t the best driver I met . . . so I decide to go wif Kwai . . .While Kwai n I
were goin to the place . . . yiWei called mi n said they had an accident . . .
v went there n c Rock’s van n another Waja on the roadside . . . it wasn’t too
serious . . . Rock’s van hit the Waja n the Waja had a long scratch . . . after
settling down . . . Rock paid the guy ( Rock paid really not much n said it was
because that guy was a whimp n sucker . . . the guy called his daddy to ask wad
shud he do . . . but I still thiunk Rock was wrong ) & he went home coz he’ll
be late . . .

V went to have sumthing to drink n we headed home . . . they
were goin to overnite at my place at first . . . but my 11^th uncle
came back so there weren’t too much space . . . & it was really late so v
went to yiWei’s house instead . . .

It was 3 sumthing in the morning when I, yiWei, Rong, AU,
Kwai, & mKeong reached our final destination . . . everyone were tired . .
. but they all had the same thought . . . they were regret to go to pub tat
nite . . . it was a waste of money & time ( at first I tot we were goin to
kopitiam or sum mamak store de ) then suddenly they say they dun wan steamboat . .
. coz no money . . . it was late n everyone else were sleeping . . .so v waited
till next morning to decide . . .

1st & 2nd day of CNY

大年初一
I tot this year
de CNY will b boring and jz . . . normal . . . but it seems to be more than wad
I tot

I was planning to
sleep whole day watching tv at home for this day . . . but my mom woke mi up .
. . n went to my uncle's house with my granparents . . . my uncle had a lion
dance ceremony at his home . . .

After dat we went
to 极乐寺  to ‘ bai bai ’ the 佛祖 . . . there were a lot of ppl lining up to ‘ bai ’
the 佛祖 . . . the
jaga told us there were more ppl in the morning . . . after ‘ bai bai ’ the 佛祖 v then went
to 紫竹林 to ‘ bai
bai ’ my great granparents . . . n v had our lunch in the temple . . . eating
all veggies . . .

After having lunch v went to 3 places 大伯公庙, 斗母宫,
& 观音庙
. .
. mi & my mom waited outside coz v cant go into temples . . .

V
then went back to my granparents’ home . . . my uncle were at home dat time . .
. my granma went cooking after resting while I went outside with my uncle &
mom to pluck mangoes . . . delicious !!!!! V pluck lots of them . . . V had
dinner all it was nice . . . I enjoyed it very much ( so do the others ) . . .
it had been a long time since I had this feeling of ‘ family ’ ( mayb it was
the veggies ) . . .

At
nite my 11^th uncle came back with his family from Butterworth . . .

 

大年初二

After a day running all over the
place in town I tot I’ll be sleeping the day over . . . but I was wrong again .
. .my uncle drove us out n we had our breakfast ( or is it lunch . . . ? ) at
Mee Rebus Ramli . . .other shops were still closed as the other Chinese were
celebrating too . . .

After having a meal v went to my
6^th uncle’s house . . . ( on the way . . . we found out a terrible
news . . . my father’s uncle had past away on 初一 . . . haiz . . . )   it had been quite a long time since I went there
few years back . . . I saw my cousins . . . they had grown up . . . the little
baby dat I remembered now had grown up to a little girl . . .

Spending a few hours time over
there . . . v then head to my 2^nd uncle’s house . . . chatting for a
while then we went to my aunt’s house together with my 2^nd uncle’s
family . . . everyone were having great time playing and chatting over there .
. .

I enjoyed myself for this two
days . . . im hapi coz the ‘ lost ’ feeling of ‘ family ’ came back . . .
although it might be jz for a short period . . . im still glad
I discovered sumthing else . . .
after visiting my relatives . . . ppl r starting to notice mi . . . ppl r
starting to ask things bout mi . . .i wonder y n I wonder if this is gud . . .                     

 

CNY eve

CHINESE NEW YEAR lo . . . new year eve every family members gt togather to have dinner . . .

 

I went to my granma's house for dinner tonite n it was really . . . really different . . . whole table jz 4 ppl . . . mi, my mom, grandpa & granma . . . dats my new year eve . . . aih . . .it used to b at least 5 ppl when my dad's around . . .

 

aih my granparents gt 3 sons & 2 daughters . . . kids shuld take care of their parents when they get older . . . but the weird thing is my mom seems to be the one caring them most . . . while her brothers . . . aih dun wan say too much . . .

 

tmr oso dunno how to celebrate . . . CNY seems so . . . so meaningless . . . or is it jz mi . . .

I sick . . . .

Im sick . . . itz a disease . . . itz been quite a long time . . . n i jz cant seem to find the cure . . .

 

Everyday bout 5 - 6 pm . . . i started to get so . . . so blue . . . no mood . . . dunno y . . . alwaz thinking bout useless stuff . . . sumthing dat jz wont happen . . . or rather jz sumthing i hope to happen . . .

 

Actually there wasnt dat much problem im facing . . . it might even b unnecessary thoughts for other ppl . . . aih . . . jz thinking bout it makes mi wanna *** . . . 

 

 

STEAMBOAT AR ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !

Steamboat on CNY ar !!!!!!!!!!!!! GO MP AR !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

now is dunno call who to go . . . . sum say chor3 can chor4 cant . . . then sum say chor4 can chor3 cant . . . aiyo then when go eat ar . . .very hard to decide ar . . . then call how many ppl cum and call who cum . . .

i wan call py cum wif her frenz but dunno will she cum onot . . . she will be goin to NewZealand lo . . . so ask her cum out be4 she goes . . . then jenn oso . . . if she cum then oso not knowing other ppl so well . . . aih yiWei wad oso call mi gao dim . . . die lo die lo . ..

Frenz cuming back from NationalService

Today ( 16th FEB ) my frenz came back from National Service . . .Nicholas are cuming back late coz 5 handphones & 1 PDA were stolen in the camp . . . need to investigate . . . while AU reach early so he went out to parade wif mi, yiWei, Rong & ccMun . . . ( this is the fifth time i went to parade since Sunday . . . 1 week go so many times . . . promoter oso recognize mi lo . . . lol )

Morning yiWei went to 1st Garden coz his bigSiS went to dye hair . . . then v went straight to parade but late liao =.=" . . .

When v reached there AU called us & say hes waiting at Popular there so v go upstairs to find him loh . . . v din see him so v tot hes waiting inside but suddenly a MALAY boy called us . . . when v looked at him then onli discovered itwas AU . . . wa !!! go liao 2 months cum back dark like a malay then BOTAK sumore . . . really . . . realli different . . .

Then v went downstairs to find Rong & ccMun n they too cant recognize AU . . . they oso tot hes a Malay boy . . . then v jz walked around parade and saw sum other frenz acme back from NS . . . AU saw his fren from the same camp as he is . . . then they looked so alike . . . both oso wearing specs, dark & botak head WAHAHAHA DAMN FUNNY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yiWei was finding short pants but he decided not to buy any coz too expensive . . . then v decided to head home when 4 sumthing . . . then yiWei called home to ask sum1 to pick us up . . . but his phone . . .realli cacat de . . . ppl cant hear from the other side ( GO BUY NEW ONE LA ) . . . then my hp no $$$ liao . . . so onli can sms lo . . . then the msg v received is . . . " wait untill 6 o'clock " . . . wa wait 1 hour . . . aih not the 1st time liao . . . wait la . . . then wait untill 6.30pm onli his father cum . . . wa ah Meng realli late lo . . .

Kwai's birthday

jz now Feb 14 , Valentines Day , is oso Tino's birthday . . .

While i was having dinner . . . Chunz nudge mi n ask mi out to clebrate Tino's birthday . . . so mi, Tino, Chunz, yiWei, William, MKeong & Rong went out to parade . . . parking places r full . . . couples walking togather everywhere . . . sum gals r holding bunch of flowers . . . man . . . it feels so . . . weird . . . duno how to explain . . .

Shops r closing so v went to Old Town Kopitiam in Greentown to yum cha then v decided to go K-Box sing for an hour or so . . . but when v reached there bout 12.50am the staff say they close on 1am . . . bumper. . . then v went home coz they nid to work in the morning . . .

Now im at home doin nothing . . . blogging . . . writing useless stuff which no ppl will see *(if any1 actually look at my blog please give mi a reply to let mi know dat sum1 actually will see wad im wriiting here ) . . . datz another Valentines over

useless william

13 Feb went to parade with yiWei & William . . . looking for cloths & a present for py coz shes goin to New Zealand nexweek . . . we went to Lazo Dianmond to c the necklaces but William cant decide to buy which 1 so went to kopitiam

After having lunch in kopetiam William phoned py to ask her out on thursday . . . but at nite he suddenly say dun wan go . . . say wan go learn car . . . pissed mi . . . he wanna learn car . . . instead of goin wif a gal who will be goin overseas for 2 years . . . but he didn't even inform py about cancelling the 'date'.

Fortunately jz now py told William shes not free . . . if not i'll kill him . . . now 1 more failure added to the list

aih . . . blue blue blue ~~~

yiWei started to blog . . . so im giving it a try oso .

today listened to 3 episode of MOOV网剧《爱情，请按9字》. . . yiWei recommend de  . . . not bad oso la

Feb 14th lo . . . lonely Valentine again . . . can find sum1 go out ma ???????????????????????????????????
aiyo feel so bad la looking at something but cant get my hands on   itz hard to . . .