傻子

有一天，一個年輕小伙子正開心地收拾著他要帶回家鄉的東西。他一邊收拾著一邊想著回到家與親愛的媽媽和朋友們相聚，心裡便感覺到一絲絲甜甜的滋味。當他回過神來，時間已經不早了。於是，小伙子便背上了背包，提著把吉他出發出了。

出了門，前方有著一條車水馬龍的大馬路，路上的車子，巴士，一大堆交通工具來來往往。幾經波折，小伙子終於越過那危險的虎口。只可惜，那巴士竟殘酷地離他而去。

＂沒關系，我等＂小伙子當時這樣一來地想著。

時間一分一秒地過去了，此時他終於趕到時間越來越緊湊了。這時候，小伙子作了一個決定，他決定搭的士到輕快鐵站。過了一會兒，小伙子截停了一架的士。

＂輕快鐵站＂小伙子輕聲地想司機說道。

司機點了點頭便把的士駛向輕快鐵站。
小伙子坐在的士時，從褲袋裡拿出了張巴士車票。
上面很清晰地寫著：［四點正］［十七號車台］上巴士。小伙子牢牢地把這些都記在腦中。想著想著，小伙子又想起了家，不自覺地露出了微笑。

到了輕快鐵站，付了錢後，小伙子便上了輕快鐵。那時候已經有很多人在裡面了，小伙子只好把吉他放下，默默地站在一旁守候著。越來越多人進那輕快鐵了，小伙子望了望表，時間正慢慢地想四點逼近了。他恨不得輕快鐵能脫離軌道，向著總巴士站直奔，可是他知道之是不可能的，他只好耐心地等待。

停下了，終於那輕快鐵到站了。門一打開，小伙子便提起吉他向外狂奔。由於總巴士站與輕快鐵站隔著一端距離，小伙子又正趕著十分鍾內將開車的巴士，他只好加快腳步，想著總巴士站走去。當時小伙子正像只在飯鍋上的螞蟻，深怕會錯過回家鄉的機會。

＂十七號十七號＂小伙子正想著這車台，一到了十七號車台，那巴士還在。

＂謝謝，真感謝～它竟然還在！！！＂小伙子心中的大石此時便跌落了
小伙子感慨地一步一步走向巴士門口，正准備上巴士時，一人把他截停了。

＂車票呢？＂這時候小伙子才記得要把車票秀出來，往褲袋一摸。。。

咦？？車票呢？？小伙子再摸摸另一個褲袋。。。還是沒有，他再找找錢包，背包。。。怎麼都沒有呢！！？！！？？

＂忘了把它帶出來嗎？？不可能剛才在的士上才把它拿了出來看啊。。。＂小伙子開始慌了。
＂怎麼辦？？怎麼辦？？＂

＂可以讓我上巴士嗎？我已經買了車票＂小伙子問那人說。

＂怎麼可能呢。。。你沒車票哪能就這樣上巴士啊＂那人這麼回答道
小伙子再三地向他要求，可是依然無補於事。

＂走吧。。。＂
那巴士就這樣無情地開走了。

剩下的只有小伙子一人獨自，無奈地站在那兒。。。
望著巴士的離去，眼裡開始泛起了淚光。。。。。。。。




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當我寫完這篇小品時，身邊的人問我
＂boonboon 究竟這小伙子是誰啊？？＂

我只答到:"這傻子正是我。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

 

 

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recently

recently i felt bad . . . not realli bad but doesn't feels good

 

i think it shud be the effect of doin those assignments and events and stuff . . .

 

started to think about a lot of things again . . . studies, future, friends, so on . . .

 

things change every nnow and then . . . thats wad i dont like . . . itz nice if it turns out good . . . but if itz bad . . . it will be realli bad

 

离别总是悲伤的

可是我们也需要接受与面对

你不想一些事情发生  可是往往它都会无视你的存在  残酷地让你感受痛苦与悲伤

 

wtf . . . wad am i writting here ??

 

i gt no idea . . . bt i did understand something new . . .

 

谈恋爱是需要准备的

盲目的恋情最终只会带来悲剧

realli like dat ?? or mayb itz jz human . . .

 

当你没有女朋友时                你会想要有一个
当你有一个女朋友时                 你会想要有漂亮的女朋友
当你有一个漂亮的女朋友时            你会想要几个漂亮的女朋友

 

i heard this from a fren

 

人们总是贪婪的

人们并不懂得如何满足

贪婪所带来的一切

将会是悲剧

 

 

 

 

 

 

haiz slp la ~ duno wth im doin ~

 

 

AH LUENZ BIRTHDAY ! ! !

today as usual i went to class . . . then on Ms. Patricia's class . . . Ah Luenz came in . . .

he replace the class earlier that he missed . . .

 

then he asked mi for present . . . then onli i remembered it was his birthday today . . . (shud be yesterday . . . after 12 am jor . . .)

then i asked him whether wanna go for Pihhat Hut for dinner today . . . he tell mi he'll reply mi after asking others . . .

 

then Malay Presentation . . . jz present like the way i normally did . . . nothing much happen . . .

 

OMG . . . nearly forgt bout something . . . today . . . i  knew more sumthing bout Jian . . . something dat i didn't tot before . . .

haha he's cooler than i tot he is . . . so many things alike . . . so many things dat he had . . . but can't mention in here ;P coz really confidential . . . mayb i'll write whenever itz ok . . . wakakakak

 

at nite Luenz came wif Eric & Liew Siang . . . we went to Pizzza Hut nearby . . . and shockingly . . .

we ordered 8 sets of Pizzas . . . with 8 glasses of Pepsi and 8 bowls of Mushroom Soup . . . WASEI ALL OSO 8 . . .

at 1st im worried dat v can't finish all those . . . and as the result . . . all of us had gain so many pounds after eating all those . . . v still take away 1 set for keanNee . . .

Luenz treat us all for the Pizzas . . . there were like about sixty something lih . . . im the one who told him im gonna treat him today . . . yet he paid for us all =.="

i insist to pay . . . but he dun wan to accept . . .

man . . . another guy who likes to treat . . . im really gonna find a time to treat him back . . . big time

 

then we went to WCG INFINITY . . .wa dagei again . . .DOTA again . . . wa 2 round oso lost . . . 2 rounds oso duno use the hero . . . gt a round where i know how to use (Mirana) . . . but the opponents left the game . . . haiz . . .

 

 

i missed class today =.="

yesterday i stayed up till really late . . . or "early" . . . then as the result . . . i got up 9 something . . . missing my Programming tutorial . . .

 then i slept again till 1pm . . . missing my maths lecture . . . wow missed 2 class coz sleeping . . . =.="

 

then i slept again after i ate my lunch . . . and that means i more or less slept through out the day . . .

 

at nite we went to Station 1 wif Jian & the whole house . . . a restaurant . . . it was the 1st time i went there . . .

there's a lot of ppl at the time . . . and it was quiet noisy . . . i had chips and something called Ocean . . . Ocean . . . Ocean??? cant remember . . .

it was jz lychee but it looks really nice . . . wif some blue colours and it taste sourish . . .

 

there were 2 gal singing there today . . . I like one of the gal's sound . . . kinda nice . . .

 

when we went home . . . yiWei started to feel uneasy . . . he says he felt warm and then cold . . . and his arms and face went red . . .

itz jz like he had a drink . . . lastime his arms and face went red too after drinking beer . . .

after a while he felt better . . . i guess he's sensitive to those "German Snails"(4gt the name again =.=") he ate back in Station 1 . . .

 

. . . . slp lu~ tmr volleyball again . . . then they say wanna play badminton . . . and guitar class . . . whoa busy busy day . . .

what does it mean ??

you ask mi . . . what does it mean . . . very simple . . . i duno =.="

 

today Bryan came up to mi and said "你要我做咪叫我做咯。。。你又自己做晒距"

wow . . . i duno what to say . . . after so many hours . . . i still duno what to say . . . so i choose not to say anything . . .

 

today v got mid-term test on Information System . . . i didn't study it . . . and i barely even payed attention on lecture =.="

as a result . . . i gt no idea what i wrote on the paper . . . so . . . thats just it . . . i think i failed it . . . but itz jz a test no big deap :p

 

haha something quite hapi to hear today . . .

today i smsed with ciu . . . then she told mi a fren of her said something bout mi . . .

she said im "handsome" "靓仔" . . . when she met in my fren's birthday . . .

wow . . . first of all . . . of course im hapi with it . . . itz not like i get praised by ppl all the time . .  .

but i jz dun get it . . . yiWei  was wif mi too . . . and how cum she didn't mentioned bout him ?? mayb she gt a different taste ??

 

besides that TingTing told mi too that NiiYan said im "得意" . . . well this means (1)cute or (2)weird

well i personally think it shud mean (2) . . . but thanks for commenting on mi anyways . . . hahaha

 

wow itz 4 something in the morning and im still watching GTO (Great Teacher Onisuka) . . . man . . . i still gt class 9 am tmr . . .

i think i shud slp now . . . bb then

boring yet . . . still boring

Today saw a site . . . checking how dumb i am . . . im 37% dumb . . . . hmm.....shud b more WAKAKAKAKA

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today . . . kinda boring day . . .

listened to 6 presentation in college . . . wah can die jor =.="

 

then i tot of something . . . how does the lecturer stand it ??

she gt to listen to so many presentation a day and most of it really not that interesting . . .

then she still nid to listen to what they present and gv them marks . . .

i wonder how they do it . . . if for mi . . . all sure get low marks HAHAHAHA

 

nothing do today . . . ate my dinner on 1am . . . so "early"

slp lu~ tmr still gt exam . . .b . b . b . b . b . b

AISSNMENT AR!!!!! 17NOV

马来文噶assignment啊

想吾做都吾得啊 . . . 今日听到yiWei将老师reject咗他地班噶assignment因为有野做错。。。想偷工减料都吾得。。。惟有硬住头皮挨落去啦 . . .

 

Bryan响６点几msn比咗他个part我 . . . 我一睇。。。"有D短喔"。。。算啦。。。Bryan D野都系甘噶啦 . . .

但系他仲好意思问我他做成点。。。我惟有客气地讲＂ok啦＂. . .

 

做下做下。。。一睇Bryan做个part。。。

点解甘多野未打完嘎。。。？？

send短信比他又吾应我。。。唉。。。遮西我又来 one man show 啦。。。

都吾系第一次噶啦。。。sem1都已经自己做多啦。。。sem2又一样。。。

 

D assignments 成日都我一个人做晒。。。
虽然我＂劲＂。。。都吾洗甘噶。。。
大家都知我人＂好＂。。。所以无出声。。。但系吾代表我真系无野喔

你话你肯做野但系做得吾系好好无相干。。。我明
你甘叻又吾做。。。做又做D钝胎野比我。。。
睇到都＂meng"啦。。。仲好好意思甘话辛苦晒我。。。

 

我帮你做无相干。。。我都比人温笨惯啦。。。
做野自己都有份甘就算啦。。。
但系你表现得甘理所当然。。。好似我系应该你做甘。。。

大佬帮下手啦。。。我吾系超人啊。。。我吾系次次都做到嘎。。。

 

assignment终于搞掂啦。。。你仲send message来话tutorial要做。。。
要做你咪做啦。。。又叫我做。。。咩到我做＊晒（吾好意思，火气大咗D）

 

我想话你知：

人帮人系因为他愿意
并吾系他应该甘做噶
他并无欠你任何野
他只不过系好心帮你

当一个人帮咗另一个人
吾代表另一方一定要报答你嘎
你要记住
你去帮人系因为你要帮人
人吾帮你系因为人地并无义务一定要帮你

睇得明无。。。呢个就系我成日自己同自己讲噶野

 

唉咗个通宵终于搞掂。。。之后同章键拿去交。。。

之后就训咗一日。。。夜晚去章健度。。NiiYan 同 Ting 做 Law 同 Malay assignments . . . 健准备英文presentation . .  .

全部人都做assignment。。。得我一个好似好得闲甘。。。＝。＝＂

 

之后一点几载NiiYan返屋企...跟住我都返去 . . . 

返来同yiWei睇SAW。。。都几好睇下 . . .

搞到甘夜。。。都吾知有咩做　。。。

 

another thursday 又一个拜四

TODAY . . . itz better than last 2 thursday. ..

 

volleyball practice. . . we gt digging test today . . . it was easy so nothing much bout it . . .

then we do our assignment there and the class dismiss after dat . . . i barely drop a sweat . . . so itz jz a eay morning . . .

 

then the programing calss today . . . Mr. Liaw teach us how to do the assignment . . . nothing much . . .

 

then guitar class . . . IS turned out to be our tutor afterall i guess . . . coz itz him today

lesson 2 we learned some new chords . . . actually itz the same chord we knew . . . jz a different way of pressing it . . .

 

after the guitar class i went for dinner woth my 2 new frens . . . both oso from Ipoh . . . same class wif mi in the guitar class . . .

chatted and ate . . . i reached home bout 8pm . . .

 

malay assignment again . . . then 2am went out mamak with Jian, Ruix & Andy . . .

jz came back . . . wrote this then goin to slp . . .

 

 

itz a normal day today . . . but somehow i felt nice today . . .

i wonder y hahahahaha

SAS SWC

Today we went for Ms. Patricia's calss . . . Itz presentation today . . .

 

The first one to present today was HuanYang . . . his topic is "Capoeira" (I guess...cuz i duno how to spell) . . . i noe the meaning but not so familliar wif this martial art . . .

Itz ok with HuanYang's presentation . .. not really interesting but still . . . i'll gv him a OK...LO(learned from the show 名人约我 =.=")

then after that was KimLoong . . . he's doin a better job . . . he's talkin bout SWORDFISH . . . at first i tot he say SALTFISH =.=" . . . then he did know some details & stuffs. . .  he can oso answer question from Ms. Patricia . . . means he really did hie homework . . .GJ

the last one today was Bryan . . . he used laptop . . . this main thing that i dun understand is he put too many words in the presentation . . . tats y he started reading . . . well im sure he can do much better.

 

 

then after IS lecture . . . we went to the SAS SWC AGM . . . Annual Gerenal Meeting wor . . . sounds scary . . . some more i din wear full black . . . but im not the only one ^^ HockChinz too . . .

after some talking done by Cedrick (chairperson) and PingPing(Secretery) [that's how we call her personally - Luenz started it] Jonathan (assist. Cperson) and others la . . . they told us that the main reason we go for SWC is to learn how to organize event . . .

yup thats y v went . . . but then they say we will be doin that that day !!!!

har !!!???? 咩话！！！？？ 死咯!!?

no experience no nothing . . . how are we goin to do ??

 

but things went better than wad i tot . . .

we then were divided to 4 groups . . . my group consist of Aaron, AiXien . . . and errr. . . . Bryan's fren (wadz his name again . . .cant rmb) and another coursemate of mine . . .

then we were called to do a proposal by the theme Chrismas . . . 4 things we nid to look at . . . Planning, Execution, ???(4gt the third 1) & Job Delegation . . .

we nid to plan . . . theme, objective, wad to do, budjet, sponcers & stuffs . . .

then execution part . . . somehting like program list for that day & others . . .

then all those things la . . .

I do know organising an event isn't easy and very troublesome . . . there's many aspects we nid to be sensitive and detail on . . . but still . . . i din know that much things are needed to do

we spent a lot on the Planning phase . . . but overall i think we did quite a goodjob . . .

given a kinda short period of time and we did provide a not bad idea & realistic . . .

 

but the presenting part . . . im supposed to present and convince the judge Cedrick & HuiPing to approve this event . . .

i kinda worried that i cant do a really decent job and then Aaron helped mi out . . .

act he did most or nearly all of the talking . . . I jz explain on the program list . . .

but when i wanna explain more in details Cedrick stopped mi *sob* dun let mi talk . . .*sob*

well it did ended quite ok but we left out a lot of points that we shud really tell them . . .

but . . . what the heck . . . itz jz a simulation & it ended so . . . be cool ~~~

 

wow it ended like 8 something . . . so late . . . then yiWei and i were thinking how to get back home . . . then the seniors said they will be hving dinner togather and asked us to join . . . and so we did . . .

we went to TBR . . . and i had Nasi Goreng Pattaya . . . not gud not bad thingy from the malay store . . .

itz was quite 'fun' during the dinner . . . the gals started to ask the seniors teka-teki & sumthing like dat . . . then they started to tell cold jokes ＊冻死我＊. . . and even some magics . . .

wow . . . those guys were more DeiB then i tot . . . all those tricky question, jokes, and magic were . . . . cold~~ then i heard & saw many of it . . . so it jz makes me think DEIB!!!

but thats nice since i so DeiB oso and silly ^0^

 

after the dinner Cedrick fetched us back togather wif Cloud and another gal . . . cant really rmb her name but yiWei sayd she kinda preety . . . well i din really had a gud look on her . . . . . . . . . wait . . . i did . . . when she was presenting wif YuanJing & Bryan . . . allright . . . NICE as well ~~~~ jie jie

 

reach home oso 10 sumthing jor . . . bath . . . deng do malay . . . .then play dota . . .then 3 jor . . . die jor zzzZZZZ

hungry =.="

今日无咩野做 。 。 。我走去睇小鸡噶blog

发现到呢个网站 。 。 。http://www.whobirdyou.com/whobirdyou/thought.asp

甘就搞咗个測试。。。

 

boonboon 的 思想體檢報告

魅力（Charisma）：	5	待人氣度與手腕
理性（Senses）：	7	歸納與推論的邏輯概念
感性（Sensibility）：	9	情感與美感的靈敏度
深度（Sophistication）：	4	思考的深度與透徹度
社交（Socialization）：	6	對於社交活動的接受度
熱情（Passion）：	5	自動自發的執行力
知識（Intellectual）：	6	學習與知識的駕馭潛能
樂觀（Optimism）：	8	積極與進取的思維
悲觀（Pessimism）：	4	消極與保守的思維
責任（Responsibility）：	4	規劃與受託的潛能

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領導能量：	58	你領導才能普普，屬大將型人才。
社交能量：	63	你喜歡社交活動，但對其也不是非常重視。
思考能量：	54	喜歡動腦，只是思維深度還有進步的空間。
鬥志能量：	59	不嘗試怎麼知道自己不行，對不對？
藝術能量：	58	你的藝術才能並不差，應繼續進修培養。
科學能量：	62	注意自己，不要被意識形態牽著鼻子走。
創意能量：	56	想要有創意，先從建立自己的觀點開始。
靈感能量：	58	靈感來自於敏銳的觀察力，多觀察社會現象。
戀愛能量：	70	雖不是大情聖，但是也是有自己的一番浪漫情懷。

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優點：

重義氣，對朋友全心全意的付出不會佔別人便宜。

順其自然、性格中庸、單純，做人處事以和為貴，容易與人相處。

對現況接受度高，不多對人做質疑。

有強烈的道德感、為人付出不遺餘力。

中規中矩，盼望過無憂無慮的平凡生活。

缺點：

理想主義者，作決定欠缺實際利益考量。

做事缺乏長遠的計畫，難以站在指揮的位置上。

缺乏遠見、欠缺責任感與危機意識，應學習先思後行以免因為做了欠缺考量的決策而吃虧。

會因為一時衝動而鑄錯。

容易因為太專注於工作而忽略週遭人的感受。

因為自傲而漠視社會輿論。

缺乏自知之明、不敢多做嘗試。

 

我觉得都有D准噶 。 。 。

三点未吃野。。。出面系甘落水。。。饿死我啦！！！！！

NOV 02 . . .

haiz . . . i slept early last nite . . . again . . . i write today =.="

 

yesterday was friday . . . while v were having a 2 hour break in college . . . v sat in the canteen chaatin . . . and oso had our lunch . . .

Bryan was sayin dat v do our Malay assignment after v finish our lunch . . .

while eating . . . i chatted wif CCY bout his gf . . .

hes having problem wif her . . . aand some how i tot they are goin to break up . . . but then he show mi a msg she sent him . . .

then i told him my opinion :

" there's a kind of girl dat wanted to be wif her bf all the time  . . .

  but now u r studyin in college while shes studyin in high school . . .

  u guys cant see each other everyday . . .

  so datz y she say u guys weren't like lastime . . .

  she wanted more i guess . . . but u r sayin u gave a lot . . .

  but after read the msg . . .  im sure she still gt feelings towards u . . .

  mayb she jz wanted a change . . .

  take the time now . . . the time to be away from her . . . to figure out wad she wants most . . . "

 

this made mi think of the song 最近 sang by 李圣杰

" 你想要的我却不能够给你我全部  我能给的却又不是你想要拥有的 "

mayb itz jz like dat . . .

but some how CCY doesn't agree wif mi . . .

well . . . i hope hes the one who is right . . .

 

however . . . v spent the 2 hours chatting . . . but didn't discuz bout the assignment . . .

i see Bryan isn't in a gud mood . . .

i think itz because v didn't discuz the assgbment . . .

hope he dun get angry . . . =.="

 

i skipped the last class yesterday . . . itz maths . . . quite a number of ppl asked y did i skip it . . . i told them :

" 我去又未必听...
  我听又未必明...
  我明又未必识...

  吾识再问人咯..."

but i noe . . . the real reason is LAZY . . . haiz . . . im not sure wad im doin . . . but im hoping i noe . . .

 

 

NOV 1 . . . . . . jz sad

well . . . it was about yesterday . . . but i slept early . . . so i jz write bout it today

 

wednesday . . . kinda a busy day for mi . . .

in the morning i gotta get up and go for volleyball practice on 8.30 am . . .

then in the evening i gt class in the college . . .

and in the late afternoon i gt guitar class . . .

 

actually for mi . . . all these isn't anything  tough or anything . . . but after yesterday . . . something seems to be changed . . .

 

in the morning . . . for mi i used to be quite ok wif sports . . . mi & my frenz entered volleyball for co-co . . .

but im the onli 1 who played volleyball among all of them . . .

then i tot i should be a little better or easier to 'merge-in'  or even be able to help out my frenz . . .

but after the morning . . . i discovered im not as good as i tot i am . . . im jz not . . .

then zhiwei started to become kinda angry cuz v r losing a game . . . man . . . there's a state player & 3 another guy that knows how to play . . .

while everybody else in our team was 1st time playin volleyball . . . wad do dat guy expect . . .

im not blaming anything . . . jz hope zhiWei really can control his attitude & temper . . . i now he tried . . . but he jz nid to try harder . . .

bad temper & attitude will jz make u lose everything . . . not everyont is the same . . . so try to be better . . .

 

then when in programming class . . . Mr. Liaw was teaching in front & i try to understand wad he taught . . .

the problem is im not sure dat if i realli now how to do those question . . .

ppl might tot i get a gud result for last sem . . . but actually i don't . . . subjects like programming & IT i get B's . . . and for sure dat is not enough . . .

Programming Concepts for last sem wasn't dat difficult compared to this sem . . . but still i gt a B . . .

i dunno anything now . . . i jz dunno . . .

 

after the class i had to wait for another hour till my guitar class starts . . .

the sky is looking dark so i borrowed an umbrealla from Jian . . . then it really started to rain when i was walking to the music club . . .

my pants was soaked when i reach the house . . . then i went in & waited for the class to start . . .

my tutor is David for this lvl but he's busy wif sumthing else so IS came to replace him . . .

he was really soaked as he ran through the rain to come to the class . . . so gud

there's 5 students including mi in the class . . . but only mi & wong(was in the same class wif mi too in lvl 1)

did went to lvl 1 . . . the other 2 girls & a guy had basic & came straight into lvl2 . . .

when v starts to play song i was shocked . . . i was shocked how gud these guys are . . .

mayb not really a great guitarist . . . but for sure whole lot better than mi . . .

datz when im thinking . . . " man . . . these guys are way in another lvl compared to mi . . . "

haha . . . im laughing . . . im laughing because how arrogant i can be . . .

from the test last lvl . . . i  tot im quite gud playing my guitar . . . but now . . . i know . . . i noe how little i am . . . jz how little i am . . .

after the class i told IS how i felt . . . then he jz say : " jz keep ur hardwork on ur guitar . . . "

 

then i went home by bus . . . the bus was empty . . . the driver waited the bus to be full before it start . . .

while i was waiting others to cum on the bus . . . i was thinking . . .

' im weak . . . i used to be week . . . and im still is now . . .

  i tot i grew stronger . . . mayb better in some places . . . but im not . . .

  i jz now how to use my 'mouth' . . . to talk cock & boast . . . how can this be ??

  im alwaz thinking dat life's meaningless . . . the onli thing dat keeps mi goin is my mom . . . and i nid to take care of my mom . . . datz y i study . . .

  another is my frenz . . . they keeps my life colourful . . . well . . . at least some colour . . .

  but now . . . do i still manage to really take care my mom ??

  do i manage to keep on my studies in college ??

  or will i jz be a failure ??

  wad im doin now i dont think is enuf . . . but . . . how will it be enough . . . jz how ?? '

 

then i reach home and did nothing fr the nite . . . at nite i slept at 11 something . . . early . . . way too early . . .

 

or maybe the problem is jz too early . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

 

 

 

tz been a long long time 我终于返来啦

haha long time din come back edy . . . tot let ppl delete this space jor XD

 

wuuhuuu . . . new semester luu~~

last sem get 4A's 2B's . . . nice . . . never tot to get this result . . . veri hapi

then i called my mom and asked her bout the PSP we talked about if i so fortunate . . . can get 4A's

but then she say :" 你吾系全部A先买咩"

mi                     :" 你吾系啊嘛。。。４个都吾够咩!!?"

wa . . . she wan all A onli let mi buy ar X(

but finally she agreed to let mi buy . . . yay finally a PSP WAKAKAKAKAK

be4 she hung up  she told mi :"你仲系要比D心机去读啊"

at 1st im thinking . . .wa u wan mi how wor . . . 4 oso not gud enuf meh

but thining bout it now . . . man . .  i do nid to study harder . . . in order to do wad i nid to do

take care of my mom . . . after dat i can die jor ^^ then it will kinda like 功成身退

 

now a new sem started . . . still not yet start to think bout studies . . . after Deepavali . . . sure will starts . . . u have my words

then i wanna help zhang jian oso . . .if manage . . . but i oso duno ok mou . . .hope ok la . . . then every1 will be hapi ^^

 

today 31st October . . . last day of October . . .

Jennifer geh birthday . . . at here wish her a HAPI BURFDAY . . .

wa many ppl birthday leh this few weeks . . .

buy present oso will buy till pokai . . . =.="

 

datz all for now . . . please send my warmest regards to all at home . . . long time din say this ^^

 

 

 

I finally discover how stupid i can be

It was 18th April . . . around 6 in the evening . . . i went to Sri Maju Bus Station wif william n his mom . . . v r heading to KL . . . and while we were waiting there . . . then v found out tat Fi n her mom n . . . errr . . . sum1 related to her la . . . were goin to KL too . . . n we were on the same bus . . .

Our bus shud arrive at 6.30 . . . but then the staff there told us to hop on to another bus . . . huh?!!! y the heck shud v go on another bus while v shud be on the other bus . . . ( dun mind wad i say back there * i cant even understand myself ) the ppl theredin tell us y n jz callus to get in . . . man . . . i felt like v were goin to be taken away n sold to other countries . . . mummy!!!!

It was realli boring on the bus . . . i mean MAJORLY REALLY !!! half way through our journey . . . william took my phone . . . to sms . . . at first he send stupid things to many ppl . . . ( hi how r u . . . . im fine . . . take care . . . convey my love n regards . . . sumthing like dat . . . ) then he started to chat wif those who reply . . .
theres 1 reply that made mi laugh . . . its Jennifer . . . she asked who am I ( due to my phone no. ) then william asked her to guess n she replied im sum1's gf . . . -_-" . . . o lord . . .

And theres another 1 tat doesnt make mi laugh . . . it was meiSeen . . . she tot it was mi n william chatted wif her tolking sumthing tat i wont normally . . . then i slept . . . when i wake up i look at the msgs and . . . i duno wad to say ( jz kinda realized sumthing dat sumthing is still goin on ) . . . then i took back the phone n told her it wasn't mi . . . she replied . . . 'o datz y   itz not like u sending msgs like dat' . . .

V stayed for a nite in william's relatives house . . .  n went to Nilai Inti International College the nex day . . .  wow the place is realli quite sumthing . . .  big   nice  better than TARC to b honest . . . then Nicholas came by n helped william to fill the forms etc. it was around 2 when v finished . . . v then headed back to KL n went to TimesSquare . . . william bought sum cloths in Samuel&Kevin while i too bought a cloth & a belt . . . sumthing i wouldn't do usually . . . who will tot i can buy cloths when out in KL . . . then v gt up to monorail n went to 茨厂街 . . . walk walk walk . . . then walked to the Pudu bus station . . . man i hate tat place . . . well mayb hate is a strong word for dat . . . i jz dun quite like sum ppl there . . . they alwaz ask u where u r goin  want to buy tickets n stuff . . . tat cool but wad i dun like is those rude ones . . . those who grab ur hand or stand infront u blocking ur route . . . those wad make mi wanna kik them . . .

then when v asked for Sri Maju bus . . . they say all full untill 8 o'clock bus . . . wa wait 2-3hours meh . . . v then asked for other bus . . . n 1 said their bus will stop at Medan Kit so v bought 3 tickets . . . then v wait wait wait . . . william went to toilet n when he came back he told mi sumthing funny . . . ' Jz now i guy ask mi where im goin . . . then i shake my head n wanted go keep goin . . . then he grab my hand & ask again . . . & i answered " im goin to TOILET " then the man reply " ooo . . . go la . . . " '  HAHAHAHAHAHHKAKAKAKA william jz did wad i meant to do all those time . . . while v sat there waiting for the 7 o'clock bus . . . i suddenly discovered sumthing very important . . . and this is the reason y i write here to day . . .standby everyone !!!!

I SUDDENLY DISCOVERED TAT I LEFT MY SPEC IN WILLIAM"S RELATIVE HOME ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !
how stupid can sum1 b . . . tis stupid ..............................................................................................................................
aih . . . i took off my spec this morning to put on my contact lens . . . but then i forgt to take backk my spec . . . how brilliant is dat action . . . aih duno when can take back my spec . . . now im using my duno standard wad use de spec to c things . . . wa itz better not to wear anything AR !!!!!!! my mom told mi to make a new one & im getting one on Monday

while we went back william took my phone again & sms wif meiSeen again . . . i slept for almost the whole time . . . tatz all i guess . . . now u all know how stupid i am . . . I do know im stupid but i dunoo how stupid . . . but when i know how stupid i am . . .  it sucks . . . and sumthing tells mi im more stupid than i think i am . . . IN CONCLUSION . . . IM VERY STUPID ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !  ! ! ! ! ! ! !

Weird....Kinda nice

Long time since i came back here . . . . . . . . ..

Yesterday i had a dream . . . Im not dat kind of alwaz having dream person . . . i seldom have dream when i sleep . . . this time itz bout my DAD

in the dream my DAD came back to us . . . nothing much was said . . . jz mentioned dat he cum back n live wif us again . . . man!!! am i overjoyed or wad . . . then duno y v were all in the car . . . and my DAD was driving it . . . I sat beide him & I saw his hand . . . i was thinking to touch his hand . . . itz been a realli long long time since i held him . . . even though when hes here . . . but then i stopped . . . i was thinking " hey now he is back wif us . . . I can hold his hand anytime I wan now . . . so dun touch him when hes driving "  And after tat thought  i woke up from the dream . . .

wad a dream . . .

i told my MOM bout the dream ( she alwaz dreamt bout my DAD ) . . . she said whenever she tried to touch my DAD in the dream . . . eventually she'll wakeup . . . i wonder y


o boy . . . cant sleep whole night . . . i slept on 2 sumthing . . . then i woke up in 3 sumthing . . . then i jz cant get any sleep . . . jz lying there listening to 988 . . . then i got up at 6 . . . and chatted a while wif  odmqdtrg ( a fren from a HK forum ) OO jz came back afterplaying mahjong wif his fren . . . realli no nid slp de ppl . . . then i rmb the blogging thingy here . . . so i jz write sumthing down . . .

NOw im goin to take a bath and im goin to 1st garden later . . . to play basketball . . . bb la

To WOrk or Not To WOrk

Last few days i went to Ipoh Garden wif yiWei & Rong to interview for DemoPower . . . when v were on the bus v chatted about the DemoPower . . . yiWei say his parents say mayb cheat ppl de . . . call us careful . . . but v oso duno wan do wad de the job . . . datz y

then when v reacc there the place was upstair . . . when i opened the door there were onli desks n stuffs but no ppl . . . WEIRD . . . then onli i heard sumbody called mi from behind . . . OOO they were at behind . . . then i saw three gals working there . . .

v then waited at another room . . . then a gal called Esther came in n gave us forms to fill in . . . then there gt ask location u prefer to work . . . then yiWei call mi to call SengGor coz if gt work same place mayb can call him fetch . . . then SengGor asked mi sumthing . . . " did u c Rachel Lee ? " . . .( i tot might b sumthing important ). . . then i answered yes . . .  " is she beautiful ? " . . . ooo datz wad he wanna ask mi . . . well i think dat supervisor is realli quite charming . . .

while v were filling the forms another guy came in . . . he came for interview too . . . after v filled Esther explain to us wad is DemoPower n stuffs . . . then Rachel came in too n start asking n explaining things . . . then she told us she will call us if there is anyjob for us . . .

then v went to Jusco . . . walk walk then yiWei bought a bread then went home . . . then onli i tot of sumthing important . . . i got transport problem if i work . . . how can iget home after work . . . man . . . . bumper . . . aih if Rachel realli call mi it seems i jz have to tell her to cancel mi off . . . except if there is sumone who can help mi . . .

Wanna visit other places

Yesterday Jennifer came back from her Penang trip . . . made mi so envy her

Last few days she told mi she will b goin to Penang on 27 . . . alone . . . WA SYOKNYA . . . wa i oso wanna go out to sumwhere else . . . jz for a few days . . . mayb try sumthing different . . . or mayb even get to noe more ppl from other places . . .

but she say she was goin alone . . . coz made the decision too rush . . . so no one go wif her . . . IF go Penang alone got wad do ?? walk on the beach alone . . . hmm . . . dat feels weird . . . then onli she say she gt frenz & relative there . . . cheh

Then i tot it might b a gud thing to go out to sumwhere else . . . so i asked William . . . as hes feeling soooo BAD coz py went to NewZealand . . . bringing him out might b gud for him . . . then he say ok & will discuss it at nite . . . i try to ask yiWei too . . . but he alwaz give me the same answer . . . NO MONEY LO ! ! ! !

when nite after discussing then onli William say dun wan go . . . well seeing his mood ( very depressing . . . ) . . . i oso decide not to go la . . . if not he go to the Penang Bridge there then jump to the ocean . . . ( not becoz he wanna suicide . . . coz he wan to swim to New Zealand from there =_= )

aih never mind la . . . nextime gt chance then go again la . . . but . . . yiWei & William . . . nextime u 2 promise mi sumthing then u cant do it . . . jz tell mi . . . dun alwaz say " sorry, i cant b perfect "  this piss mi off   ok ? dun say dat again

hmmm . . . yiWei say after getting the result wanna go Genting . . . again . . . c c how la . . .

* wei who wan go wif us ??

7th day of CNY

大年初7

Today I went to YukChoy to play basketball wif Yow,
Chunz & a fren of them in the morning . . . v played until 11 sumthing then
v went to a shop near Billion n have our meal there . . . after the meal Yow n
his fren were goin home while I called Chunz to fetch mi to 1^st garden
. . . I was goin to William’s house wif yiWei tat day . . .

Chunz then took to Taman Mas . . . went into a road
. . . a road full wif broken glasses n stuffs ppl threw out . . . when he bring
mi out to the main road onli I knew he went to Falim there . . . Chunz went in
to register for the course for learning how to drive . . . then onli he bring
mi to find William house . . .

William’s house is very deep . . . I went there once
but he took a long way to go in . . . Chunz & I can find his house so v
called him & rupa-rupanya jz nearby . . . v went in & yiWei came not
long after v reach . . . v onli watched tv n hv sum drinks . . . Chunz then
said he wanted to go home . . . not long after dat William’s mom & his 2
little bro were goin out too  [  William’s bro were jz like him when he was
younger . . . fat fat de . . . then the youget one wasn’t fat but hes really
active & so cute . . . I saw him running everywhere to take things but the kid wasn’t
annoying . . .  ]

V then listened to music & chatted till bout 5 .
. . AhMeng ( yiWei’s dad ) then came to fetch us home . . . Gugu was goin to my
house dat nite but my mom told mi v had to go out wif relatives so I canceled
it . . . at nite I went out wif my granparents and my uncle’s family . . . v
went to  炭世界 to steamboat . . . dat nite I
wasn’t feeling too gud coz things happened . . . I cant say wad happened but
itz jz sumthing bout my 11^th uncle . . . itz the same thing happened
be4 . . . & suddenly the feeling of ‘family’ disappear again . . .

Dat nite I felt bad . . . and wanted to be alone . .
. but instead I went out wif my uncle and granparents . . . the kids of my
uncle were so annoying tat sumtime I really wanna hit them . . . one of them is
onli like 6 while the other one is 4 . . . but they were spoilt by my uncle
& his wife . . . now hitting them wif cane too won’t scare them . . . man .
. . another bunch of annoying kids

I didn’t talk much & I didn’t eat much dat nite
. . . and they keep on asking mi wadz wrong . . . actually there’s sumthing
between mi n them . . . itz nothing much jz mayb our family background and how
v were raised is different . . . I dun really like to be wif them . . . mayb “dun
really like’ is too heavy . . . jz not in the mood to be wif them . . .

After dat I went home n surprisingly . . . I slept
really early . . . I didn’t even watch any programs or football matches dat
nite . . . but the tv was still on . . . I cried dat nite . . . jz be4 I slept
. . .thinking how relatives can be . . . thinking bout relying on sum1 dat u
cant really rely on . . . but v had no choice but to do so . . . then tot of
the sum other problems . . . which im not facing . . . YET . . . but soon . . .
itz not problems dat normal teenagers face . . . jz sumthing bout the family of
mine . . .  “im jz a sixteen year old boy
. . . mayb itz jz too much for mi” . . . datz wad I tot dat nite . . .

I did woke up a few times dat nite . . . but I dig
in coz I dun wanna stay up to think bout the stuffs again . . .

5th and 6th day of CNY

大年初五

Today I woke up in yiWei’s house . . . AU was goin back to
the National Service camp . . . all of them were leaving except mi . . . coz my
house is near & I dun think there’s anyone in my house . . . so I decided
to slp a while longer in yiWei’s house . . . when I gt up I chatted wif yiWei
for quite a while and finally went out . . . but his mom called mi n gave a Tupperware
full of sandwiches . . . then she gave mi a plate of sandwiched and wanted mi
to eat them b4 leaving . . . then I sat down n chatted wif yiWei again . . .
finally I really went home . . . but I left the blanket in yiWei’s house coz I
cant take it all at the same time . . .

When I reached home I wanna take a nap . . . or rather I wanna
sleep . . . itz been 4 days of visiting, playing, sleeping very late . . . im
tired . . .in the evening yiWei called
mi n told mi to go his house to have dinner at 7 . . . so my mom went to my
granma’s house while I went to yiWei’s for our dinner . . . yiWei’s mom cooked 猪脚 [ yiWei’s mom is a great cook . . . she took many prizes in cooking
competition in the country ; so of course im glad to have a dinner over there ^.^
] After hving dinner then I stayed there untill bout 9 and I went home . . .

大年初六

Today my mom started working & I spend the day jz as
usual . . .

4th day of CNY

大年初四

After wasting a nite . . . v woke up 9 in the morning . .
.as v woke up . . . v started to discuz about the steamboat thingy . . . yiWei,
Kwai & Rong say it will b too much for them after spending at Y2K and then
in MP steamboat 2 days in-a-row . . . so v called Rachel & Fi to told them
about the plan of changing place . . . they doesn’t seem to be reacting too
much ( mayb they were still sleepy ). . . so v jz said v wanna change the venue
but we dunno where v will b goin . . . they doesn’t talk much so v hung up

Not long after dat . . . they called back again &
reacted to the problem . . . after discussing through the phone . . . v decided
to change the venue & think of a new one ASAP and tell everyone else . . .
then v tot py was goin to gather wif her frenz dat nite too . . . so v decided
to gather at greentown and think of the place v will b having dinner when we r
there ( then after dinner can bring William to find py . . . be4 she heads to
NewZealand ) . . . the gals agreed & the problem were solved . . .

I went back to my home to take a shower and changed my
cloths . . . after doin dat I reshed back to yiWei house & got onto
mKeong’s car . . . we were goin to visit our frenz house . . . and try to get
sum extra pocket money * angpao * . . . there were onli mi, yiWei, mKeong,
& Rong . . . v went to 1^st garden to hv our breakfast . . . v
were thinking to visit Fi, XseSien, KahHou, or sum1 else living there . . .
then v will b goin to Meru . . . after sms wif Fi she say her parents were not
at home . . . then yiWei say no angpao to take then dun go lo . . . v went to
XseSien house and hes not at home . . . then CFoo sms mKeong asking where v
were n he wanted to join us . . . so v headed back to another direction . . .

While goin to fetch CFoo . . . v passby the place I grown up
. . . I dunno wad itz call . . .but it is a 15 storey high flat . . . I wanna
go there to visit my “godmom” and the whole family . . .  I lived there since I was a baby . . . my
parents didn’t had time to take care mi 24hrs a day . . . so they brought mi to
that place . . . my “goddad” used to be a taxi driver and now hes a 市议员 ( they say I were
their family’s gudluck charm ^.^ ) . . . I haven’t see my “godbro” n 2
“godsis” for a long time . . . when v reached there my “godmom” didn’t
recognize mi . . . she ask mi who am I finding . . . =_= . . . when I told her
who am I she was shocked . . .OMG I cant even recognize u . . . dat was wad she
said . . .

She told mi I was too late . . . my “goddad” isn’t at home,
my “godbro” went back to KL and my “godsis” jz went out to Jusco wif her frenz
. . . jz a few minutes be4 I arrived . . . * bumper * . . . v sat down and I
chatted wif my “godmom” . . . she told mi dat my “godbro” shad been working in
KL while my “godsis” had been teachin in KL as well . . . [ wow now everyone
were turning into adults . . . the sis I played be4 were teaching kids in skul
. . . in my memory she was jz a teenage gal doin girly stuffs . . . I wonder
how she deals wif the students . . . -_- ]

V then went off to fetch CFoo . . . he was wondering y v
were so late . . . v sat down a while and went off to SengGor’s place ( CFoo’s
mom tot I was SengGor . . . HUH ??? itz so different between mi & SengGor .
. . y in the world will she tot im him . . . ?? funny ) v reached SengGor’s
place and spend sum time there . . . CFoo took along a dek of cards and v
played 21 in SengGor’s room . . . CFoo were in great luck . . . I stopped as I
were losing so do Rong . . . but mKeong & yiWei keeps on playing . . . mKeong
were winning as well but yiWei were hving tough luck . . . he lost 20 bucks jz
at dat time . . .

After dat v went off to find HoeGor . . . when v reached
there his family said he went out so v went to find Cloud Yow ( he alwaz say
hes Clod Strive   WTF ) . . . when v
reached his house v saw a lot of cars n ppl . . . Yow came out n say hes goin
out to his granma house . . . oo too late for a lot of angpaos . . .  HoeGor then phoned us n say hes back so we
went to his house again . . . v sat for a while and went off . . . yiWei &
Rong were goin back to their house while the others wanted to go to parade for
a movie . . . I were stuck in the middle . . . at last I decided to go wif them
to parade as Nicholas and Fi all them were goin to watch movie in Parade as
well . . .

When v reach the cinema there were a lot of ppl . . .then
Lai called mi n say no tickets if no booking . . . they booked yesterday so
they got to watch . . .but us guys dun have . . . I was tired coz didn’t have
much sleep this few days ( especially yesterday . . . jz a few hours . . . datz
y yiWei & Rong went back ) . . . I was thinking to go back by bus but
SengGor said itz a waste of time as v will be hving dinner later . . . V teman
CFoo to buy a ring & a watch for his gf . . . then onli CFoo say he wated
to go home . . . his bro were goin to fetch him so he fetch mi along . . .

After hving a bath I went to yiWei’s house n went to
Greentown to meet the others . . . v then decided to have dinner at MP ( not
the steamboat de . . . the restaurant ) . . . after ordering the food I went
off wif William to find the place py said she’ll be gathering wif her frenz . .
. but the shop were closed . . . so we jz wander around Greentown . . . jz
walking all over the place . . . v then went back for dinner and SengGor said
it was too early so we went to OldTownKopitiam . . . the place was full so we
were on the waiting list . . . the gals decided to call their parents to fetch
us so onli guys went in . . . when v went upstairs I saw a bunch of gals . . . then I saw
sum1 I noe . . . py . . . I told the other guys n we all looked at William . .
. but he were not goin to do anything . . . not even saying HI . . . there
wasn’t much happened and py n her fren left & v left too not long after dat
. . .

V went back to my place to take blankets as it was cold at
yiWei’s place . . . when I reach my house I saw a car . . . when I went in it
was my cousin and his family . . . they were staying at my place . . . so I
cant take too much blanket . . . and not the PS2 which I were wanting to play coz
my little cousin were playin wif my bigger cousin’s son . . . v then went to
yiWei’s house wif blankets and drinks . . . there were mi, yiWei, William,
Rong, mKeong, Kwai, AU, & Lam . . . v watch sum tv program which yiWei
downloaded and it was really funny . . . about 1 in the morning Kwai drove mi
home wif William to take the PS2 and then went back to yiWei’s house while Kwai
went back to his house . . . v then played and slept . . . not much happened .
. .

3rd day of CNY

大年初三

After two days of visiting . . . the third day morning was usual . . . i got up quite late . . . after wake up i let my cousin play the PS2 - he likes to play it . . . but really not good at it . . . but kids . . . they will b hapi as long as they gt wad they want . . .

At evening yiWei came by to chat for a while . . . he said all his family members went out to find their frenz . . . except him & his sister . . . so he came to my house ( but for wad purpose . . . ? It same like his house . . . sienz . . . . )

At nite . . . things r getting started . . . my frenz told mi they will cum on 8pm . . . but there were onloi one fren who came on time - AU . . . he came on 7 sumthing . . . while others . . . about 9 sumthing AU, yiWei, Rock, Rong, CFoo, SengGor & HoeGor were in my house . . . V decided to go out to Jusco when about 10pm . . . v wanted to watch a movie . . .

When v reached there there were a lot of cars . . . all were heading the opposite direction of us . . . ppl were leaving Jusco . . . when we reach the cinema . . . the staff says " apa pun habis . . . " . . . all the tickets were sold out . . . so v went up to wait Kwai & mKeong at the rooftop to discuz where to go after that . . .They were saying to go to TimeZone . . . when v reached
there they say there were too many ppl so v went to another place . . . CFoo’s
gf were there wif us too . . . V then went to Y2K . . . then onli v found out
dat drinking over there were far much expensive then v tot . . . after hearing
the price I wanted to leave . . . but I saw SengGor paid the staff over there .
. . so . . . we went in together . . .

Downstairs were ppl all over the place . . . the lights were
making mi dizzy . . . ppl were dancing (datz wad I think they were doin . . .
but it really didn’t look like they noe how to dance. . . ) v went upstairs n there
were couch . . . the environment were far much better than downstairs . . .

There weren’t much v can do actually . . . playing cards,
drinking Heineken, & chatting onli . . . SengGor were so ‘high’ . . . he
seems to enjoy it . . . so do CFoo & his gf . . . v then went down to check
out the ‘situation’ downstairs . . . SengGor wanted to dance but v don’t =.=” .
. . so he didn’t dance at the end . . . but I can c he really enjoy as he was
jumping . . . or rather hopping . . . ?

When I went upstairs again I saw AU laying down . . . they
then tell mi he was drunk . . . but he didn’t drank much . . . mayb he didn’t
had dinner . . . or he cant stand the alcohol . . . Afterwards Rock were
starting to talk nonsense and he told us he wanna go home coz his mom will be
awake a few hours later . . . SengGor said it was too early to go back . . . it
was like 2 sumthing in the morning . . . when Rock talked more & more v think
he was drunk . . . but he denied . . . but he drank jz 3-4 glass . . . so I duno
whether he is drunk . . . not long later v finally decided to leave Y2K n gt sumthing
to eat as v were getting hungry . . .

V walked back to our cars . . . Kwai’s car were further so
Rock drove us to Kwai’s car . . . I had been on Rock’s van be4 . . . & he
isn’t the best driver I met . . . so I decide to go wif Kwai . . .While Kwai n I
were goin to the place . . . yiWei called mi n said they had an accident . . .
v went there n c Rock’s van n another Waja on the roadside . . . it wasn’t too
serious . . . Rock’s van hit the Waja n the Waja had a long scratch . . . after
settling down . . . Rock paid the guy ( Rock paid really not much n said it was
because that guy was a whimp n sucker . . . the guy called his daddy to ask wad
shud he do . . . but I still thiunk Rock was wrong ) & he went home coz he’ll
be late . . .

V went to have sumthing to drink n we headed home . . . they
were goin to overnite at my place at first . . . but my 11^th uncle
came back so there weren’t too much space . . . & it was really late so v
went to yiWei’s house instead . . .

It was 3 sumthing in the morning when I, yiWei, Rong, AU,
Kwai, & mKeong reached our final destination . . . everyone were tired . .
. but they all had the same thought . . . they were regret to go to pub tat
nite . . . it was a waste of money & time ( at first I tot we were goin to
kopitiam or sum mamak store de ) then suddenly they say they dun wan steamboat . .
. coz no money . . . it was late n everyone else were sleeping . . .so v waited
till next morning to decide . . .

1st & 2nd day of CNY

大年初一
I tot this year
de CNY will b boring and jz . . . normal . . . but it seems to be more than wad
I tot

I was planning to
sleep whole day watching tv at home for this day . . . but my mom woke mi up .
. . n went to my uncle's house with my granparents . . . my uncle had a lion
dance ceremony at his home . . .

After dat we went
to 极乐寺  to ‘ bai bai ’ the 佛祖 . . . there were a lot of ppl lining up to ‘ bai ’
the 佛祖 . . . the
jaga told us there were more ppl in the morning . . . after ‘ bai bai ’ the 佛祖 v then went
to 紫竹林 to ‘ bai
bai ’ my great granparents . . . n v had our lunch in the temple . . . eating
all veggies . . .

After having lunch v went to 3 places 大伯公庙, 斗母宫,
& 观音庙
. .
. mi & my mom waited outside coz v cant go into temples . . .

V
then went back to my granparents’ home . . . my uncle were at home dat time . .
. my granma went cooking after resting while I went outside with my uncle &
mom to pluck mangoes . . . delicious !!!!! V pluck lots of them . . . V had
dinner all it was nice . . . I enjoyed it very much ( so do the others ) . . .
it had been a long time since I had this feeling of ‘ family ’ ( mayb it was
the veggies ) . . .

At
nite my 11^th uncle came back with his family from Butterworth . . .

 

大年初二

After a day running all over the
place in town I tot I’ll be sleeping the day over . . . but I was wrong again .
. .my uncle drove us out n we had our breakfast ( or is it lunch . . . ? ) at
Mee Rebus Ramli . . .other shops were still closed as the other Chinese were
celebrating too . . .

After having a meal v went to my
6^th uncle’s house . . . ( on the way . . . we found out a terrible
news . . . my father’s uncle had past away on 初一 . . . haiz . . . )   it had been quite a long time since I went there
few years back . . . I saw my cousins . . . they had grown up . . . the little
baby dat I remembered now had grown up to a little girl . . .

Spending a few hours time over
there . . . v then head to my 2^nd uncle’s house . . . chatting for a
while then we went to my aunt’s house together with my 2^nd uncle’s
family . . . everyone were having great time playing and chatting over there .
. .

I enjoyed myself for this two
days . . . im hapi coz the ‘ lost ’ feeling of ‘ family ’ came back . . .
although it might be jz for a short period . . . im still glad
I discovered sumthing else . . .
after visiting my relatives . . . ppl r starting to notice mi . . . ppl r
starting to ask things bout mi . . .i wonder y n I wonder if this is gud . . .                     

 

CNY eve

CHINESE NEW YEAR lo . . . new year eve every family members gt togather to have dinner . . .

 

I went to my granma's house for dinner tonite n it was really . . . really different . . . whole table jz 4 ppl . . . mi, my mom, grandpa & granma . . . dats my new year eve . . . aih . . .it used to b at least 5 ppl when my dad's around . . .

 

aih my granparents gt 3 sons & 2 daughters . . . kids shuld take care of their parents when they get older . . . but the weird thing is my mom seems to be the one caring them most . . . while her brothers . . . aih dun wan say too much . . .

 

tmr oso dunno how to celebrate . . . CNY seems so . . . so meaningless . . . or is it jz mi . . .

I sick . . . .

Im sick . . . itz a disease . . . itz been quite a long time . . . n i jz cant seem to find the cure . . .

 

Everyday bout 5 - 6 pm . . . i started to get so . . . so blue . . . no mood . . . dunno y . . . alwaz thinking bout useless stuff . . . sumthing dat jz wont happen . . . or rather jz sumthing i hope to happen . . .

 

Actually there wasnt dat much problem im facing . . . it might even b unnecessary thoughts for other ppl . . . aih . . . jz thinking bout it makes mi wanna *** . . . 

 

 

STEAMBOAT AR ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !

Steamboat on CNY ar !!!!!!!!!!!!! GO MP AR !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

now is dunno call who to go . . . . sum say chor3 can chor4 cant . . . then sum say chor4 can chor3 cant . . . aiyo then when go eat ar . . .very hard to decide ar . . . then call how many ppl cum and call who cum . . .

i wan call py cum wif her frenz but dunno will she cum onot . . . she will be goin to NewZealand lo . . . so ask her cum out be4 she goes . . . then jenn oso . . . if she cum then oso not knowing other ppl so well . . . aih yiWei wad oso call mi gao dim . . . die lo die lo . ..

Frenz cuming back from NationalService

Today ( 16th FEB ) my frenz came back from National Service . . .Nicholas are cuming back late coz 5 handphones & 1 PDA were stolen in the camp . . . need to investigate . . . while AU reach early so he went out to parade wif mi, yiWei, Rong & ccMun . . . ( this is the fifth time i went to parade since Sunday . . . 1 week go so many times . . . promoter oso recognize mi lo . . . lol )

Morning yiWei went to 1st Garden coz his bigSiS went to dye hair . . . then v went straight to parade but late liao =.=" . . .

When v reached there AU called us & say hes waiting at Popular there so v go upstairs to find him loh . . . v din see him so v tot hes waiting inside but suddenly a MALAY boy called us . . . when v looked at him then onli discovered itwas AU . . . wa !!! go liao 2 months cum back dark like a malay then BOTAK sumore . . . really . . . realli different . . .

Then v went downstairs to find Rong & ccMun n they too cant recognize AU . . . they oso tot hes a Malay boy . . . then v jz walked around parade and saw sum other frenz acme back from NS . . . AU saw his fren from the same camp as he is . . . then they looked so alike . . . both oso wearing specs, dark & botak head WAHAHAHA DAMN FUNNY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yiWei was finding short pants but he decided not to buy any coz too expensive . . . then v decided to head home when 4 sumthing . . . then yiWei called home to ask sum1 to pick us up . . . but his phone . . .realli cacat de . . . ppl cant hear from the other side ( GO BUY NEW ONE LA ) . . . then my hp no $$$ liao . . . so onli can sms lo . . . then the msg v received is . . . " wait untill 6 o'clock " . . . wa wait 1 hour . . . aih not the 1st time liao . . . wait la . . . then wait untill 6.30pm onli his father cum . . . wa ah Meng realli late lo . . .

Kwai's birthday

jz now Feb 14 , Valentines Day , is oso Tino's birthday . . .

While i was having dinner . . . Chunz nudge mi n ask mi out to clebrate Tino's birthday . . . so mi, Tino, Chunz, yiWei, William, MKeong & Rong went out to parade . . . parking places r full . . . couples walking togather everywhere . . . sum gals r holding bunch of flowers . . . man . . . it feels so . . . weird . . . duno how to explain . . .

Shops r closing so v went to Old Town Kopitiam in Greentown to yum cha then v decided to go K-Box sing for an hour or so . . . but when v reached there bout 12.50am the staff say they close on 1am . . . bumper. . . then v went home coz they nid to work in the morning . . .

Now im at home doin nothing . . . blogging . . . writing useless stuff which no ppl will see *(if any1 actually look at my blog please give mi a reply to let mi know dat sum1 actually will see wad im wriiting here ) . . . datz another Valentines over

useless william

13 Feb went to parade with yiWei & William . . . looking for cloths & a present for py coz shes goin to New Zealand nexweek . . . we went to Lazo Dianmond to c the necklaces but William cant decide to buy which 1 so went to kopitiam

After having lunch in kopetiam William phoned py to ask her out on thursday . . . but at nite he suddenly say dun wan go . . . say wan go learn car . . . pissed mi . . . he wanna learn car . . . instead of goin wif a gal who will be goin overseas for 2 years . . . but he didn't even inform py about cancelling the 'date'.

Fortunately jz now py told William shes not free . . . if not i'll kill him . . . now 1 more failure added to the list

aih . . . blue blue blue ~~~

yiWei started to blog . . . so im giving it a try oso .

today listened to 3 episode of MOOV网剧《爱情，请按9字》. . . yiWei recommend de  . . . not bad oso la

Feb 14th lo . . . lonely Valentine again . . . can find sum1 go out ma ???????????????????????????????????
aiyo feel so bad la looking at something but cant get my hands on   itz hard to . . .