Not Your Average Thug

 

 

Lee Hom - Not Your Average Thug [verse 1] I keep it versatile, cause that's my style Form hip-hop to bip-bop I've been with shorties round the world Variety is just my personality Sometimes I just don't fit in I see the open doorways But no one wants to let me in Grandma made me understand material things don't make the man Try to find that inner wealth and learn to love yourself Lately it's so hard to find peace of mind I just got to get away from the haters and the instigators The mis-conceivers and the non-believers People don't believe the hype 'cause Leehom ain't no stereo type [chorus] No Crystale in the tub Or iced out Spreewell dubs I'm really not your average thug Not your average gangster And I won't be defined by the size of my knot But the state of my mind No Rolex on my wrist Or platinum on my chest 'Cause I don't need that sh to impress But y'all don't get it twisted I got love for the ghetto Tho I'm your average thug [verse 2] (Feel me) Lord I've been around the world Sangin' near and far People runnin' game all over Judgin' me before we meet when they see me on the street And they don't know a damn thing about me It's a world of jealous deceit and envy Seems like everybody tryin' to take something from me Grandma made me understand material things don't make the man So I found that inner wealth and learned to love myself Lately it's so hard to find peace of mind (Lately it is so hard) I just got to get away from the haters and the instigators There's back-stabbers and money-grabbers Users and abusers and they all wear smilin' faces [chorus] [verse 3] Sometimes I feel like I'm gonna snap And go off up in this piece on somebody I ain't tryin' to say no names But I ain't tryin' to play no games Holla if you feel me people Lately it's so hard to find peace of mind So lift me up in a lonely world that's so unkind There's back-stabbers and money-grabbers Users and abusers haters and instigators and they all wear smilin' faces (Shorties I just need that ghetto love Take a dip in my jacuzzi Don't misjudge me 'cause I'm my own man now Sometimes I don't even wear no watch Everybody needs some ghetto love See I'm not your average thug)

 

This song.... damn it was years ago since I first heard it

hah... just listened to it again and discovered the lyrics are still in ma mind lol

I even used part of the lyrics and wrote it for the school magazine in '07

 

ah.... time passed

this album was published on '03... listening back to it remind mi of a lot....

really lots of things.... I'm only Form 2 in secondary... still a kid i guess.... how I wish I'm still a kid now...

back in the days... Dad's still here... remembering the days I played these songs in his car... rapping and stuffs that...  and there's a song of Jay 爸 我回來了 Dad asked mi why did I kept listening to that song... wish I could tell him... coz it was popular.... there's no other meaning... well I was ignorant that time... I guess everyone was at that age...

hah it was fun in the car with dad... he told mi stories in the car when I was younger... what if I could listen to his voice now... dun mind if it even keeps on playing on ma mind 24/7...... well i guess my mom would wish that more than I do... its obvious that she still cared a lot by this... that day when I chat with her back in Ipoh... did talked bout dad... I tot it would be okay to say some thing or two... but she started to cry anyways...

All I said was dad's great... well that's a fact and she knew it... maybe that's why she cried... 6 long years... what I hope now is to live happily with my mom... at least my mom need to be happy... and for that to happen... I need to be living ma life in a correct way.... damn that's so not mi

what if... what if things are not like this... what if fairy tales were true... everybody gets to live happily ever after... still having the same old thoughts after so many years...

things changed... I used to think that I would get married after I got a steady job with cash and houses all those... but now... seeing my mom getting older... maybe I should get married earlier... maybe have a kid for her too...

why am I making a fuss here... I dun even have a girl by ma side now zzz how am I gonna make babies xD

EMO.... this word is not cool... not cool at all... it will be... when I have nothing to do with it

 

peace out