To WOrk or Not To WOrk

Last few days i went to Ipoh Garden wif yiWei & Rong to interview for DemoPower . . . when v were on the bus v chatted about the DemoPower . . . yiWei say his parents say mayb cheat ppl de . . . call us careful . . . but v oso duno wan do wad de the job . . . datz y

then when v reacc there the place was upstair . . . when i opened the door there were onli desks n stuffs but no ppl . . . WEIRD . . . then onli i heard sumbody called mi from behind . . . OOO they were at behind . . . then i saw three gals working there . . .

v then waited at another room . . . then a gal called Esther came in n gave us forms to fill in . . . then there gt ask location u prefer to work . . . then yiWei call mi to call SengGor coz if gt work same place mayb can call him fetch . . . then SengGor asked mi sumthing . . . " did u c Rachel Lee ? " . . .( i tot might b sumthing important ). . . then i answered yes . . .  " is she beautiful ? " . . . ooo datz wad he wanna ask mi . . . well i think dat supervisor is realli quite charming . . .

while v were filling the forms another guy came in . . . he came for interview too . . . after v filled Esther explain to us wad is DemoPower n stuffs . . . then Rachel came in too n start asking n explaining things . . . then she told us she will call us if there is anyjob for us . . .

then v went to Jusco . . . walk walk then yiWei bought a bread then went home . . . then onli i tot of sumthing important . . . i got transport problem if i work . . . how can iget home after work . . . man . . . . bumper . . . aih if Rachel realli call mi it seems i jz have to tell her to cancel mi off . . . except if there is sumone who can help mi . . .

Wanna visit other places

Yesterday Jennifer came back from her Penang trip . . . made mi so envy her

Last few days she told mi she will b goin to Penang on 27 . . . alone . . . WA SYOKNYA . . . wa i oso wanna go out to sumwhere else . . . jz for a few days . . . mayb try sumthing different . . . or mayb even get to noe more ppl from other places . . .

but she say she was goin alone . . . coz made the decision too rush . . . so no one go wif her . . . IF go Penang alone got wad do ?? walk on the beach alone . . . hmm . . . dat feels weird . . . then onli she say she gt frenz & relative there . . . cheh

Then i tot it might b a gud thing to go out to sumwhere else . . . so i asked William . . . as hes feeling soooo BAD coz py went to NewZealand . . . bringing him out might b gud for him . . . then he say ok & will discuss it at nite . . . i try to ask yiWei too . . . but he alwaz give me the same answer . . . NO MONEY LO ! ! ! !

when nite after discussing then onli William say dun wan go . . . well seeing his mood ( very depressing . . . ) . . . i oso decide not to go la . . . if not he go to the Penang Bridge there then jump to the ocean . . . ( not becoz he wanna suicide . . . coz he wan to swim to New Zealand from there =_= )

aih never mind la . . . nextime gt chance then go again la . . . but . . . yiWei & William . . . nextime u 2 promise mi sumthing then u cant do it . . . jz tell mi . . . dun alwaz say " sorry, i cant b perfect "  this piss mi off   ok ? dun say dat again

hmmm . . . yiWei say after getting the result wanna go Genting . . . again . . . c c how la . . .

* wei who wan go wif us ??

7th day of CNY

大年初7

Today I went to YukChoy to play basketball wif Yow,
Chunz & a fren of them in the morning . . . v played until 11 sumthing then
v went to a shop near Billion n have our meal there . . . after the meal Yow n
his fren were goin home while I called Chunz to fetch mi to 1^st garden
. . . I was goin to William’s house wif yiWei tat day . . .

Chunz then took to Taman Mas . . . went into a road
. . . a road full wif broken glasses n stuffs ppl threw out . . . when he bring
mi out to the main road onli I knew he went to Falim there . . . Chunz went in
to register for the course for learning how to drive . . . then onli he bring
mi to find William house . . .

William’s house is very deep . . . I went there once
but he took a long way to go in . . . Chunz & I can find his house so v
called him & rupa-rupanya jz nearby . . . v went in & yiWei came not
long after v reach . . . v onli watched tv n hv sum drinks . . . Chunz then
said he wanted to go home . . . not long after dat William’s mom & his 2
little bro were goin out too  [  William’s bro were jz like him when he was
younger . . . fat fat de . . . then the youget one wasn’t fat but hes really
active & so cute . . . I saw him running everywhere to take things but the kid wasn’t
annoying . . .  ]

V then listened to music & chatted till bout 5 .
. . AhMeng ( yiWei’s dad ) then came to fetch us home . . . Gugu was goin to my
house dat nite but my mom told mi v had to go out wif relatives so I canceled
it . . . at nite I went out wif my granparents and my uncle’s family . . . v
went to  炭世界 to steamboat . . . dat nite I
wasn’t feeling too gud coz things happened . . . I cant say wad happened but
itz jz sumthing bout my 11^th uncle . . . itz the same thing happened
be4 . . . & suddenly the feeling of ‘family’ disappear again . . .

Dat nite I felt bad . . . and wanted to be alone . .
. but instead I went out wif my uncle and granparents . . . the kids of my
uncle were so annoying tat sumtime I really wanna hit them . . . one of them is
onli like 6 while the other one is 4 . . . but they were spoilt by my uncle
& his wife . . . now hitting them wif cane too won’t scare them . . . man .
. . another bunch of annoying kids

I didn’t talk much & I didn’t eat much dat nite
. . . and they keep on asking mi wadz wrong . . . actually there’s sumthing
between mi n them . . . itz nothing much jz mayb our family background and how
v were raised is different . . . I dun really like to be wif them . . . mayb “dun
really like’ is too heavy . . . jz not in the mood to be wif them . . .

After dat I went home n surprisingly . . . I slept
really early . . . I didn’t even watch any programs or football matches dat
nite . . . but the tv was still on . . . I cried dat nite . . . jz be4 I slept
. . .thinking how relatives can be . . . thinking bout relying on sum1 dat u
cant really rely on . . . but v had no choice but to do so . . . then tot of
the sum other problems . . . which im not facing . . . YET . . . but soon . . .
itz not problems dat normal teenagers face . . . jz sumthing bout the family of
mine . . .  “im jz a sixteen year old boy
. . . mayb itz jz too much for mi” . . . datz wad I tot dat nite . . .

I did woke up a few times dat nite . . . but I dig
in coz I dun wanna stay up to think bout the stuffs again . . .

5th and 6th day of CNY

大年初五

Today I woke up in yiWei’s house . . . AU was goin back to
the National Service camp . . . all of them were leaving except mi . . . coz my
house is near & I dun think there’s anyone in my house . . . so I decided
to slp a while longer in yiWei’s house . . . when I gt up I chatted wif yiWei
for quite a while and finally went out . . . but his mom called mi n gave a Tupperware
full of sandwiches . . . then she gave mi a plate of sandwiched and wanted mi
to eat them b4 leaving . . . then I sat down n chatted wif yiWei again . . .
finally I really went home . . . but I left the blanket in yiWei’s house coz I
cant take it all at the same time . . .

When I reached home I wanna take a nap . . . or rather I wanna
sleep . . . itz been 4 days of visiting, playing, sleeping very late . . . im
tired . . .in the evening yiWei called
mi n told mi to go his house to have dinner at 7 . . . so my mom went to my
granma’s house while I went to yiWei’s for our dinner . . . yiWei’s mom cooked 猪脚 [ yiWei’s mom is a great cook . . . she took many prizes in cooking
competition in the country ; so of course im glad to have a dinner over there ^.^
] After hving dinner then I stayed there untill bout 9 and I went home . . .

大年初六

Today my mom started working & I spend the day jz as
usual . . .