7th day of CNY

大年初7

Today I went to YukChoy to play basketball wif Yow,
Chunz & a fren of them in the morning . . . v played until 11 sumthing then
v went to a shop near Billion n have our meal there . . . after the meal Yow n
his fren were goin home while I called Chunz to fetch mi to 1^st garden
. . . I was goin to William’s house wif yiWei tat day . . .

Chunz then took to Taman Mas . . . went into a road
. . . a road full wif broken glasses n stuffs ppl threw out . . . when he bring
mi out to the main road onli I knew he went to Falim there . . . Chunz went in
to register for the course for learning how to drive . . . then onli he bring
mi to find William house . . .

William’s house is very deep . . . I went there once
but he took a long way to go in . . . Chunz & I can find his house so v
called him & rupa-rupanya jz nearby . . . v went in & yiWei came not
long after v reach . . . v onli watched tv n hv sum drinks . . . Chunz then
said he wanted to go home . . . not long after dat William’s mom & his 2
little bro were goin out too  [  William’s bro were jz like him when he was
younger . . . fat fat de . . . then the youget one wasn’t fat but hes really
active & so cute . . . I saw him running everywhere to take things but the kid wasn’t
annoying . . .  ]

V then listened to music & chatted till bout 5 .
. . AhMeng ( yiWei’s dad ) then came to fetch us home . . . Gugu was goin to my
house dat nite but my mom told mi v had to go out wif relatives so I canceled
it . . . at nite I went out wif my granparents and my uncle’s family . . . v
went to  炭世界 to steamboat . . . dat nite I
wasn’t feeling too gud coz things happened . . . I cant say wad happened but
itz jz sumthing bout my 11^th uncle . . . itz the same thing happened
be4 . . . & suddenly the feeling of ‘family’ disappear again . . .

Dat nite I felt bad . . . and wanted to be alone . .
. but instead I went out wif my uncle and granparents . . . the kids of my
uncle were so annoying tat sumtime I really wanna hit them . . . one of them is
onli like 6 while the other one is 4 . . . but they were spoilt by my uncle
& his wife . . . now hitting them wif cane too won’t scare them . . . man .
. . another bunch of annoying kids

I didn’t talk much & I didn’t eat much dat nite
. . . and they keep on asking mi wadz wrong . . . actually there’s sumthing
between mi n them . . . itz nothing much jz mayb our family background and how
v were raised is different . . . I dun really like to be wif them . . . mayb “dun
really like’ is too heavy . . . jz not in the mood to be wif them . . .

After dat I went home n surprisingly . . . I slept
really early . . . I didn’t even watch any programs or football matches dat
nite . . . but the tv was still on . . . I cried dat nite . . . jz be4 I slept
. . .thinking how relatives can be . . . thinking bout relying on sum1 dat u
cant really rely on . . . but v had no choice but to do so . . . then tot of
the sum other problems . . . which im not facing . . . YET . . . but soon . . .
itz not problems dat normal teenagers face . . . jz sumthing bout the family of
mine . . .  “im jz a sixteen year old boy
. . . mayb itz jz too much for mi” . . . datz wad I tot dat nite . . .

I did woke up a few times dat nite . . . but I dig
in coz I dun wanna stay up to think bout the stuffs again . . .