4th September~~
Im a boy borned in 4th Sept 1990 . . . itz been 18 years for mi staying at this Mother Earth
birthday~ Ive celebrated with my familes, frens...........sometimes theres no celebration ~
for this year birthday ~ Im not planning anything
itz near my exam . . . but itz in study break ~
so i decided to go back Ipoh on the 4th ~
I told my mom bout it . . . .
on the 3rd . . . i was thinking how to spend my day . . .
Eric went back on 3rd . . . Enson's gf are having birthday on 3rd . . . Kenji n Ivan (yiwei) are still back in hometown zzzzz
nvm then . . . . alone again after the days be4 dis . . . .
I tot it shold be ok . . . ive been used to it . . . so there should be no problem for mi spending the day alone again ~
but then my mom phoned mi . . . she said to mi . . . " Itz ok if u stay in KL . . . ive celebrated ur "chinese birthday" so u dun come bek tmr also nvm ~"
well . . . then I hesitated whether to go home =.=
while im thinking then started to emo -.- ~~~~
I tot i can be ok for beig alone . . . but it realli ticks mi off . . . feeling uneasy . . . .
clicked on the MSN icon . . . finding someone to chat with . . . checking 1 by 1 . . . who should be free right now ??
then i saw Swee online . . . chattedwith her a while . . . then I asked her out for dinner ~
She asked me once but I rejected lastime coz i tot im in IPoh -.- . . . well dis time I agreed coz i dun wan to be alone zzzz
while im preparing to go out . . . Kenji came bek from Klang ~ then i asked him to go out as well . . .
so at nite we went to Wangsa and had dinner in a restaurant with Swee n her sis . . .
at the time Swee told mi she had her own program that nite and now suddenly i asked her out again -.-
aiks . . . sori for dat . . . haha she even bought mi a birthday card . . . my 1st card since MeiSeen gave mi in secondary
after the dinner Kenji and I went to the JJusco to buy things to celebrate his gf birthday . . . . Evelyn is having her birthday on 19th Sept . . . same with Ivan . . . but hes gonna help her celebrate on 4th o.O a bit of too early for mi . . .
that nite . . . Willian sms-ed and phoned mi tellin mi that frens in Ipoh will celebrate my birthday if Igo bek on 4th . . . ppl from ACS and oso Sam Tet will be coming . . wow thats just realli nice of them . . . I nvr tot of going bek celebrating with frenz . . . they are having trial soon . . . still they wanna celebrate my birthday
I said yes . . . but No at midnight . . . im realli sori for them . . . sori to tell them that im not going bek . . . they asked mi in the other day but i havent reply them . . .
and I think im not going to reply them as well . . . jz so so sorry . . .
and now im alone in the room . . . while Kenji is having dinner with his gf in his room and Enson finding his gf in hostel . . .
well, , , Im realli hapi and appreciate my frens for being with mi . . . wanna celebrate with mi . . . sending mi wishes and stuffs . .
JZ THX ~
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